hafi-zzz

2007-01-05T15:36:00.000+08:00

I'm bored

Your Pickup Line Is

I'm good at math: U + I = 69

The Magical Pick Up Line Generator

2007-01-05T15:22:00.000+08:00

Your Penis Name Is...

100% All-Beef Thermometer

Penis Name Generator

2007-01-05T15:06:00.001+08:00

Your Boobies' Names Are...

Twin Peaks

Boobie Name Generator

2006-11-29T00:07:00.000+08:00

Fuck off.
Don't come back.
I want to see how long you can last.

You spoilt bitch.
Kalau jantan handsome takpe.
Hitam nampak gigi aje.

I won't even call you my sister right now.
You lost my respect.
My trust.

My fucking love.
I don't even want to lay my eyes on you again.
Fuck off bitch.

You don't deserve my love

2006-08-27T19:24:00.000+08:00

Peeww.
Whoa!
Try pronouncing that bitch.

Now is a season of great songs.
Snow Patrol.
Panic! At The Disco.

Taking Back Sunday.
Or any day of the week.
Ashley Parker Angel.

Blue October.
Or any other colour with any other month.
Augustana.

Or any month and add a 'ana' behind it.
AFI.
American Favourite Idiot.

Teriyaki Boyz.
BBQ Girlz.
Jason Mraz.

The lists goes on.
But my favourite is going to be Snow Patrol.
With Chasing Cars.

I think that is how they patrol snow.
By chasing cars.
Get it?

If I Lay Here, I'm an Idiot

2006-08-16T13:06:00.000+08:00

I'm back.
I'm front.
I'm sideways.

Whoa.
Wee.
Woo.

OK go.
Yes.
No.

Chasing cars or anything within my chasing capabilities

2006-07-09T20:22:00.000+08:00

I am wondering.
Why people like to complain on their blogs?
They should rename it to be blo-complain.

Ya.
That is nicer.
Weblo-complain.

Rather than Weblog.
I don't know why people complain so much.
Just compromise for a change.

It's not that hard if you just try.
It's not like it is too hard or anything.
Life-long learning.

Ok.
I have no idea what it has got to do with anything.
My weblo-complain is a loner.

No one reads my weblo-complain.
They should redirect it to www.blo-complainer.com
I should stop.

Vrooooooooom

2006-07-02T13:49:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!
I'm back.
But no one cares.

Emo.
Shit.
Yeah.

Pimped my bike with Joe.
Thanks Joe for everything.
Sorry to Alfian for not going.

My bike rocks the rock.
Natasha looks hot as ever.
Yeah.

I'm bored.
I want to ride.
Both meanings to it if you know what I mean.

Yeah

2006-05-22T23:26:00.000+08:00

She has such wonderful body.
Such bountiful curves.
Such great eyes which gives out lights when stared.

Such great personality.
Such great pairs of heavenly circular treasures.
So high when touched.

I had the most wonderful time riding my baby just now.
For the first time too.
Love you my Natasha.

Love you baby

2006-05-08T23:14:00.000+08:00

I'm back.
For good.
Finally.

Jurong Island sucks small Japanese dick.
Miss school so much.
So very much.

Miss the canteen food there.
Miss the crazy-eyed Mak Cik.
Miss everything.

I want to buy a bike.
I SO very want to buy a bike.
I want it now.

But you won't always get what you want.
Emo.
I want it laaaa.

Crazy-Eyed Mak Cik

2006-04-22T23:33:00.000+08:00

Skeledup.
Skeledip.
Skeledop.

Jurong Island is fun.
GOM, Monster and Low.
But Low is not Low, but Yellow.

Go figure.
ExxonMobil is fucking big.
I really do mean the fucking part.

I can't wait to climb the Leaning Column of CPTC.
Go figure.
Overall, get it, overall, it was fun.

Congratulations
=)

2006-04-15T01:28:00.000+08:00

Lazy.
Penat.
Tired.

Bye

2006-04-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

Here is something to ponder.
Why do they advertise beer?
But not cigarettes?

I don't understand.
I think.
Ya.

You'll see beers on busses and on television.
But not cigarettes.
Not fair.

There is such a thing called drink driving.
But not smoke driving.
But they still advertise beers.

But to think about it.
I think the sales of cigarettes bends the rules of marketing.
Even though it is not advertise.

It is still the one product with the highest turnover anually.
I think I know why.
Everywhere you can see a No Smoking sign.

That is where the get the money.
It is free advertising.
People will see this sign and will have a craving for a smoke.

But I still cannot accept the fact that they still advertise beers but not cigarettes.
Not fair.
But who am I to judge.

Randomly Random

2006-04-01T23:29:00.000+08:00

M, 4, V, T, C and H
Might need to provide this number at the gate
Steady pilot because I'm half afraid
I can't believe you'd ask me that
of course I don't believe in fate

Would you be depressed?
If I attend that wedding, but only as a guest
Such an unfaithful bride, draped in dress
Threads of my...

Sing it loud, drown out the feeling
When you're feeling much more odd than...
And half as true as dishonored seamen
We'll breathe Pacific and fight our demons

Would you be depressed?
If I attend that wedding, but only as a guest
Such an unfaithful bride, draped in dress
Threads of my....

So arch your back
And flip your hair
Make eye contact, so you know I care

So arch your back
And flip your hair
Make eye contact
You know I care
You know I care

But only as a guest
Such an unfaithful bride, draped in dress
Threads of my regret

Ian.
This is for you.
Baby got back.

Ape Sharon?
Hisap tetek.
Rabak.

Sheesh

2006-03-30T00:09:00.000+08:00

People.
Peeps.
Poops.

How are you guys doing?
Great.
Good to know that.

3 days since I have started working.
2 big bag of popcorn I have brought back.
Very big bag mind you.

Imagine how many people saw me with that bag.
I have to go through the bus and MRT ride.
Cool.

People all around me give me that 'look'.
Good.
Guess they are just jealous.

If you guys want any popcorn.
Just give me a call.
One for $1.

Every Me and Every You

2006-03-24T23:43:00.000+08:00

People.
Peeps.
Poops.

I'm lazy.
Lazy.
Lazy.

To do anything.
So for now.
Bye.

Great Balls of Fire

2006-03-21T00:22:00.000+08:00

People.
Peeps.
Poops.

I pass my most feared subject.
Yes.
Mathematics.

Signed.
Sealed.
Delivered.

Alhamdulillah

2006-03-20T01:43:00.000+08:00

this strange
plan is random at best

this strange
how much more can I take?

this strange
change in atmosphere
and in gravity too
and it's severity

this strange
day is almost over
just started to
get sick of it

and it's strange
but not all that strange
that it's strange
but what's so strange
about that?

yeah it's strange
but why is that strange
that it's strange
but oh, well

this strange
plan is random at best

this strange
how much more can I take?

this strange
sound you said I said
you're not listening or
I'm not saying it right

this strange
war of promises
let's call us a truce
and call it the truth
and it's strange

but not all that strange
that it's strange
but what's so strange
about that?

yeah it's strange
but what isn't strange
yeah it's strange
but oh well

Nice Song

2006-03-18T21:43:00.000+08:00

Hi.
Hey.
Hell + o = Hello.

Don't worry.
Nothing is wrong with my blog.
I just do not want any picture inside.

Now it is more simple.
Like me.
Yes Apek, I am simple.

I hope you like it.
Even though I just do some adjustments, I am still proud of it.
Enjoy.

You Can Do It
You Can Do It All Night Long

2006-03-17T23:54:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody.
How are you guys?
Me?

I'm not that bad.
Thanks for asking.
Seriously.

I guess I have been taking life too easy this past few days.
I have been to ignorant to notice it.
And I just realised it today.

It seems to me all of my friends have someone who loves them very much.
Here are some of the names.
Sorry if I put your name.

Alfian Rabak Berak Tak Ajak + Cindy iPod
Joe Flow + Dian Martopo
Delon Siew + Serene Gile
Kev Balls + Stacey's Mom Has Got It Going On

I'm just wondering.
My name is not in there.
I'm not trying to sound desperate or what.

How do we know that we found the ONE?
Seriously.
It has been 18 years and not one I have found.

All of it has just been false alarms.
So people.
What is love?

Why do we need it?
How do we know we have found it?
What time is it now?

All of this answer can't be answered.
I ask the last question as I do not have a watch now.
So how people?

Do you just know it?
I'm not sure.
Well, are you?

I'm asking all these as I am confused and lost.
Lon.
Go ahead and sing the song if you want.

I have been in love with this particular girl for a while now.
And I have not captured her heart.
There has been a lot of close call.

But still no cigar.
It just seems someway somehow other people get it easier than me.
Is it because I am looking at all the wrong places?

Maybe yes.
Maybe not.
I do not know.

People say I am nice.
Some even say I got the looks.
But ultimately, I don't think they all count.

Do they?
I am disappointing myself.
Ya, I know I am still young.

But it is frustrating to know that you have done everything.
But still no cigar.
I think some of you all know what I am talking about.

But then again.
No point crying over spilled milk.
Or Milo for that matter.

Cause I hate white milk.
Milo is not that bad.
You guys should try it.

I can safely say this is the longest entry I have ever written.
Cause I have been thinking about this one whole day.
Cause I was all alone at home today.

So plenty of time to think.
I have never thought I'll be in this state.
If you tell me when I was in Secondary 4 this statement, I won't believe you.

And the question is this.
"You will be in love with a girl"
"And I swear you cannot forget her"

I swear.
If you tell me that, I will just laugh my ass off.
But it is happening now.

Guess I should stop now.
I just need to appreciate what I have now.
Emo fucker.

Sorry guys.
I am emo-ing now.
It sucks.

C'mon Baby, Rock My World

2006-03-15T22:29:00.000+08:00

People.
Peeps.
Poops.

Decided to blog.
So you all should buy 4-D today.
So ya.

Went out yesterday to meet the significant other.
It was cool.
Had fun.

Today was OK.
Today.
OK.

It rhymes.
Guess it is about time.
We kill all the mimes.

I'm on a roll.
You, Apek, stop playing with the dolls.
Or I'll cut your head-olls.

Can I be any better at rhyming.
I don't think so.
Cool.

Can't wait to see you again

2006-03-08T00:48:00.000+08:00

I lost.
I lost big time.
I'm going to miss you badly though.

OUCH!

2006-03-05T03:26:00.000+08:00

Seoul Garden was great.
BBQ was fun.
Fuyoh.

2 days of eating stuff we cook ourselves.
And still waiting for the stomach pains.
Great.

That's all for now.
And yes Joe.
We are indeed the elite few.

I am a Rider.
Cool.
Finally.

Thank GOD.
Seriously.
Can't do it without HIM.

Vroom Vroom

2006-02-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

Einstein's Big Idea.
Rocks my smidea.
Yeah!!!

Love it.
If the show is a girl.
I'll fuck her until she dies.

Or in a more decent method.
I'll make love to her until she inhales her last breath.
That's more I like it.

Thank GOD for Motorcyles

2006-02-21T23:05:00.000+08:00

Guys.
Sorry to disappoint you all.
This post might upset my backstreets.

I'm in love.
With the same girl for the third time.
I love you baby.

The day I spent with you yesterday was unforgettable.
I swear I have never been happier with another person ever.
I swear.

I'm sorry I have to write about you in my blog.
But I want everybody to know that I love you baby.
I'm addicted to you sayang.

I'm addicted to you smile.
To your laughs.
I'm simply addicted to you.

I nearly lost you twice.
I'm scared if I lose you.
I hate losing.

We went through hell together.
I swear nothing can separate us.
Well that is my point of view.

But if we do get separated.
I just want you to know that I love you.
Very the much.

Baby.
I feel like running away with you.
So this crazy world won't get in our way.

Love you lots sayang

2006-02-19T14:11:00.000+08:00

Here's something to ponder on.

Small Japanese dick.
Big Latino boobs.
What do they have in common?

Only my Backstreet Boys know.
So go figure.
Have fun.

Jane's Addiction

2006-02-18T00:25:00.000+08:00

Freaking balls.
Exams coming.
Oh my shmolly.

I dare you to pronounce that.
Bet you can't.
I think you guys know I got nothing to blog about.

Green Day rocks my balls.
Literally.
Is that how you spell it?

Fun with Dick & Jane is well,
Fun.
Dick.

Does Dick Lee has a dick?
Hmmm.
Is Brazil the capital for bras?

Does a zebra wear a bra?
Does Germany have many germs?
Do I have anymore stupid question to ask?

Alikatok Mr. SSDC-ta.

2006-02-12T03:20:00.000+08:00

Phrase of the year.
No.
The decade.

No.
The century.
No.

The millenium.
No.
The lightyears.

And the phrase is;
Wait for it.
Here it goes;

Do I Make You Horny Baby?

2006-01-31T22:58:00.000+08:00

Updates!!!
For those who cares.
Yeah!!!

Chinese New Year.
Hmmm.
It sucks for me.

Stayed at home most of the time.
Bowling session with sis just now.
Then go town.

Saw Aisyah.
This update is for you.
So ya.

Wanted to eat at Puncak.
Closed.
But Puncik open.

Sorry.
Boring holidays.
Should call it boring-days.

Sorry again.
This is the reason why I update seldomly.
I suck at it.

Bye

2006-01-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

Now you have started talking.
And you have stopped your walking.
But still I deserve more.
Because you are the only one I adore.

Come back to me.
Come back fast.
Hold me tightly.
And make this feeling last.

My tears falling down.
Crying this precious tears.
Turn this frown.
Into something good that stay with me for years.

I still love you.
I have not done anything wrong.
When will you be back?
You are taking too long.

Emo Hafiz have surfaced

2006-01-14T01:37:00.000+08:00

I'm bored.
Passed my Riding Theory Test.
Cool.

I know I passed.
Because there is a PASS on my slip.
So I came to a conclusion that I pass.

So good for me.
And for those who still don't know.
I smoke.

So what?
I got use your money.
I don't think so.

So don't try to avoid inhaling it.
Cause the smoke will still enter your bloody respitory sytem.
Bitch.

So go and die.
Or do you want me to help?
I can if you just ask me to.

Bitch.
Whore.
Prostitute.

Hey Ho, Let's Go!

2006-01-09T13:21:00.000+08:00

Rain.
Oh rain.
Please go away.

Please come again another day.
Little Hafiz wants to play.
Please just go away.

Love,
Muhammad Hafiz Bin Mohd. Ajit
YEAH!!!

I'm wet

2006-01-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

OK.
Life.
Right now.

Full of confusions.
I'm beginning to like someone.
Or maybe like already.

But.
Here's the twist.
She's/He's (whichever applicable) attached.

I have made a promise not to potong jalan.
If you know what I mean.
But I like her/him (whichever applicable).

I really do.
Confused.
A big fat YES.

I'll just go with the flow.
Continuing my life as it is.
Just treat people nicely.

But still.
It sucks knowing she's/he's (whichever applicable) attached.
But hey.

It's not all that bad.
The truth hurts.
Fuck.

Enough complaining.
Should stop now.
To who it may concern,

I like you
=)

2005-12-29T20:38:00.000+08:00

Balls.
Balls.
Balls.

Get out of my head.
Please.
Balls.

It's obvious.
You hate me.
Fuck off.

Fuck so seriously off.
I can live without you.
You ruin my fucking life.

Fuck you.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.

On a lighter note.
I'm beginning to like someone new.
=)

Go To Hell, You Know Who You Are

2005-12-27T22:20:00.000+08:00

He who makes a beast out of himself
Gets rid of the pain of being a man

Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.

I tried to drive all through the night,
The heat stroke ridden weather, the barren empty sights.
No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me.
Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn all alone.
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own all alone.
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

As I adjust to my new sights the rarely tired lights will take me to new heights.
My hand is on the trigger I'm ready to ignite.

Tomorrow might not make it but everything's all right.
Mental fiction follows me; show me what it's like to be set free.

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn all alone.
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own all alone.
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

So sorry you're not here I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear.
Now take a trip with me but don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem.

Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.
These eyes won't see the same, after I flip today.

Sometimes I don't know why we'd rather live than die,
we look up towards the sky for answers to our lives.
We may get some solutions but most just pass us by,
don't want your absolution cause I can't make it right.
I'll make a beast out of myself, gets rid of all the pain of being a man.

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn all alone.
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own all alone.
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

So sorry you're not here
I've been tame too long my visions so unclear
Now take a trip with me
But don't be suprised when things aren't what they seem

I've known it from the start
These good ideas will tear you're brain apart
Scared but you can follow me
I'm too weird to live but much too rare to die

I'm loving Avenged Sevenfold

2005-12-23T10:06:00.000+08:00

We won.
Surprised?
Me too.

For you guys who don't know what I'm talking about.
We won the SCL Kick Off.
A soccer competition.

For School of Chemical and Life Sciences.
In Nanyang Polytechnic.
It was incredible.

We didn't concede a goal.
That only means one thing.
I am a good defender.

Not Zai.
Not Kenji.
But me.

But my team rules.
Delon is my hero.
Lon, you rule.

Thanks to Nuriah for playing.
You rock.
You rock.

I love that day.
Wee.
Wee.

Believe Me

2005-12-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

In a few hours time.
I'll be 18.
Shit.

I'm getting old.
I don't want to get old.
Old sucks.

Young good.
Old no.
Boring.

Legalized smoking.
Finally.
Time flies.

Guys.
Thanks for the carton.
Sorry if you all are colour blind.

It's red, not gold.
It's heavy.
Not light.

Hate Me or Love Me

2005-12-09T22:04:00.000+08:00

Hand in mine

Into your icy blues

And then I'd say to you

We could take to the highway

With this trunk of ammunition too

I'd end my days with you

In a hail of bullets

I'm trying

I'm trying to let you know just how much you mean to me

And after

All the things we put each other through

And I would drive on to the end with you

A liquor store or two

Keeps the gas tank full

And I feel like there's nothing left to do

But prove myself to you

And we'll keep it running

But this time

I mean it

I'll let you know just how much you mean to me

As snow falls

On desert sky

Until the end of everything

I'm trying

I'm trying to let you know how much you mean

As days fade

And nights grow

And we grow cold

Until the end

Until this pool of blood

Until this

I mean this

Until the end of

I'm trying

I'm trying to let you know how much you mean

As days fade

And nights grow

And we go cold

But this time

We'll show them

We'll show them all how much we mean

As snow falls

On desert sky

Until the end of every

All we are

All we are is bullets

I mean this

All we are

All we are is bullets

I mean this

All we are

All we are is bullets

I mean this

All we are

All we are is bullets

I mean this

As lead rains

Pass on through

Our phantoms

Forever forever

Like scarecrows

That fuel this flame

We're burning

Forever and ever

Know how much I want to show you you're the only one

Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons

This

Gun

And as we're falling down

And in this pool of blood

And as we're touching hands

And as we're falling down

And in this pool of blood

And as we're falling down

I'll see your eyes

And in this pool of blood

I'll meet your eyes

I mean this

Forever

Demolition Lovers

2005-12-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

Hi.
It's been a long time.
But here I am.

Aisyah.
Please don't put pressure on me.
Please.

I don't want to disappoint you.
But it's not within my control.
I wish it was.

I'm very thankful to have friends like I do.
Thanks guys.
For everything.

I wish you would just stay

2005-12-05T12:38:00.000+08:00

One week plus one day.
That is all left to my birthday.
I will be 18.

Finally.
Can smoke legally.
Now.

I miss you so much that it hurts

2005-09-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

It has been one month.
Longest period of un-blogging.
Didn't know I could last this long.

Life?
Still the same old routine.
Nothing exciting.

I know you all miss me.
I don't miss you.
I hate everything.

I don't know if I care anymore

2005-08-28T17:06:00.000+08:00

Its so simple
And complicated the way you can crush me
No matter how much this hurts
This is through
I get as far as your door before I get caught
I make up excuses just to touch you and I can't stop,
I can't stop

So are we playing for keeps
These days begin and they don't end for weeks
Leave me left out of anything to do with you
Excuse me while I fall apart
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car
Do you have to make this
So hard
Your so good

At pretending everything is alright
Your as welcome as cancer but my door is always unlocked
So are we playing for keeps
These days begin and they don't end for weeks
Leave me left out of anything to do with you
Excuse me while I fall apart
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car
Do you have to make this
So hard

So are we playing for keeps
These days begin and they don't end for weeks
Leave me left out of anything to do with you
Excuse me while I fall apart
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car
Do you have to make this
So hard

Damn

2005-08-07T19:01:00.000+08:00

I'm lazy.
I'm scared they will shut down my blog.
I'm bored.

Very bored.
Too bored.
Weekends.

People go out on weekends.
But I stay at home on weekends.
Great.

I miss her.
Muahaha.
I'm crazy.

I'm deeply in love

2005-07-24T20:43:00.000+08:00

Hey.
Sorry for not updating.
Just to lazy.

With my life.
With things going on.
Just to lazy to bother.

Life sucks.
Go somewhere else.
Please.

Joe ---> Suria
No.
No.

Love never wanted me.

2005-07-18T13:27:00.000+08:00

Stay Tonight

2005-06-17T00:22:00.000+08:00

Long time no update.
A treat for your eyes.
Unfortunately nothing to update.

Life has been some sort of a routine.
It sucks.
Doing something over and over again.

School sucks.
The module sucks.
But my friends still as crazy as ever.

You stole everything when I was staring at the sun

2005-06-07T23:37:00.000+08:00

I can't understand.
How people can write long entries.
Why can't I do the same?

Is my life boring?
Hopeless?
Meaningless?

Well.
I still love my life.
Sometimes.

There.
I'm done typing.
My life sucks.

Why do you satisfy something that already dies?

2005-06-03T10:25:00.000+08:00

Life is boring now.
But I'll make it work somehow.
I want to watch Kung-Pow.

But for now,
I'll just have to say wow.
Lame.

School was OK.
Later also got school.
But only for 30 freaking minutes.

What kind of school is that?
Lame.
But going back to school is great.

Missed my friends.
But now we are back together again.
NYP will never be the same again.

Close you eyes, say you are mine

2005-05-26T15:52:00.000+08:00

I'm back.
Lame.
You miss me right?

I know.
My computer spoil for the last few weeks.
Now, it's alright.

Now can chat.
Blog.
And some other stuffs.

And also.
Liverpool won.
What a surprise.

Long time no blog.
Don't know what to blog.
Tired to blog.

I love Liverpool

2005-05-06T01:07:00.000+08:00

What would you say if i asked you not to go
Would your forget everyone, forget everyhting
And start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Well promise me you'll never let me go

And now the stars aren't out tonight
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like good bye
And these memories can't replace
These wishes i wish and dreams i chase
Well take this broken heart and make it right

I feel like i've lost everything when you're gone
Left remebering what it's like
To have you here with me
I thought you should know
Your not making this easy

I never thought id be the one to say
Please dont, well please dont leave me

I feel like i've lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what its like
To have you here with me
I thought you should know, you are not making this easy
You are not making this easy

Take my hand and never let me go,
Take my hand and never let me go
Promise me, you'll never let go
Never let go, never let go
You'll never let go
Make this last forever

I feel like i've lost everything
When your gone,
Left remembering what it's like,
To have you here with me
I thought you should know
Your not making this easy
Your not making this easy

I'll fall asleep tonight
Cause that brings me closer to you

Your eyes, so penetrating

2005-05-05T00:36:00.000+08:00

Life sucks.
It really does.
Emotion sucks.

Everything sucks.
Sadness.
It's a word.

Confusion.
It's a word.
It's just a word.

A word that causes much sorrow.
But isn't it just a word.
It's just a word.

Emotions.
Why must we have this?
Emotion sucks.

Jealousy.
Turning saints into the sea.
Phrase from The Killers.

I got every right to be jealous.
There will be a lot of saints at the sea now.
Fuck them.

Feel like screaming.
Feel like dying.
I can't take it anymore.

Things will be better right?
I hope.
I sincerely hope.

I desperately need of a good day.
Some people are just born lucky.
Get to be the person they like.

Some people are just born unlucky.
To see the person they like liking another person.
That sucks deeply man.

I don't want to make things any worse

2005-05-01T09:30:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating.
Been working my ass off now.
Tired.

Work is great.
Great indeed.
Nice to serve people.

Good and kind people that is.
I gots no weekends.
Today there's work.

Tomorrow also working.
No break.
Shits.

Tuesday also maybe working.
Damn.
I'm so tired right now.

Money.
Money.
Money.

That is my motivation to wake up in the morning.
Need to struggle now.
Enjoy later.

Do what you have to do

2005-04-28T10:51:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to you.
Happy Birthday to you.
Happy Birthday to Somebody.
Happy Birthday to you.

Join me to gaze at the stars

2005-04-26T19:16:00.000+08:00

Two words.
Work sucks.
But its cool.

OK.
I am very contradicting.
Contra-dick-ting.

I'm horny now.
Damn.
Not because of the word dick.

I now notice that Europeans are very nice people.
Very, very nice.
Love serving them.

Tomorrow starting work at 11.
Damn.
Need to work from opening till closing.

It will be one long day.
I hope tomorrow will be an easy day.
I could only hope.

One more sad song

2005-04-22T10:24:00.000+08:00

I'm tired.
It's only like 1 day of work.
And I'm tired.

But as long as cash coming my way.
I'm fine with it.
Need to work later.

Man, customers are one deep shit people.
I see people who I don't usually meet.
But good first day at job it was.

Give me all the chocolates in the world

2005-04-19T17:43:00.000+08:00

I was thinking.
Some people really are born to be lucky.
Some people.

I saw the show Whatever Things on MTV.
I saw the special episode.
On Gumball 3000.

It is an event of cars going about 3000 miles around Europe.
You guys should see the cars people there are driving.
I'm fucking jealous.

Some drives Ferraris, Lamborghinis and stuffs.
Why are they so fucking lucky?
Why?

If I manage to own the screws from the rims of the Ferrari,
I'll be fucking happy.
Damn.

They are just so fortunate.
They are living their lifes right now.
Why can't I be them?

But as the song goes.
Don't you ever wish,
You were someone else.

That is very true.
If I become the person whom I want to be.
Who in the hell want to be me?

Need to think of others too.
But come on.
A Ferrari for a race.

I'm dead jealous.
I'm fucking jealous.
Fuck.

Lifestyles of the rich and the famous

2005-04-17T03:10:00.000+08:00

So deep that it didn't even bleed.

2005-04-14T08:45:00.000+08:00

Gosh.
I am feeling so down right now.
Gosh.

This is the biggest pill I need to swallow.
I should chill.
But I can't.

This past few days had not been kind to me.
Some of you might notice it.
Some might not.

It hurts knowing the fact.
It hurts seeing the fact.
Truth hurts.

I need to live with it.
I need to face the fact.
I need to.

How could this happen to me?
Things happens for a reason.
Shit happens.

The weirdest part is.
I am not as down as I am supposed to.
I am down.

But not so.
I have forgotten what happened.
I think.

But I can't get over it.
I am ready to maintain the friendship we had.
It took a long time to really know you.

Don't ignore me.
Just ignore me if you hate me.
If you don't, then don't.

Hope you are happy.
Just so you know.
I'll still be here if you need anyone.

I can't wait till we meet again

2005-04-13T16:28:00.000+08:00

How could this really happen to me?

2005-04-11T23:25:00.000+08:00

How could this happen to me?

2005-04-09T15:12:00.000+08:00

Found out something.
I am one lazy ass guy.
Serious.

I am lazy to study.
Lazy to wake up.
Lazy to eat.

Basically.
Lazy to do anything.
I wants to go out.

It has been three days since I see the sun.
I am going to kill myself.
But hell no.

Need to study.
I hate Chemical Engineering Principles.
Simply hate it.

I still wonder why no one repeat that module.
I think I'll be the first one.
Should be.

I think I'm missing someone

2005-04-07T15:41:00.000+08:00

He calls the mansion not a house but a tomb
He's always choking from the stench and the fume
The wedding party all collapsed in the room
So send my resignation to the bride and the groom

Let’s go down
This elevator only goes up to ten
He's not around
He's always looking at men
Down by the pool
He doesn't have many friends
As they are face down and bloated
Snap a shot with the lens

If you marry me
Would you bury me
Would you carry me to the end

So say goodbye to the vows you take
And say goodbye to the life you make
And say goodbye to the hearts you break
And all the cyanide you drank

She keeps a picture of the body she lends
Got nasty blisters from the money she spends
She got a life of her own and it shows
By the Benz she drives at 90 by the Barbies’ and Kens
If you ever say, never too late
I'll forget all the diamonds you ate
Lost in coma and covered in cake
Increase the medication
Share the vows at the wake

If you marry me
Will you bury me
Would you carry me to the end

So say goodbye to the vows you take
And say goodbye to the life you make
And say goodbye to the heart you break
And all the cyanide you drank

So say goodbye to the last parade
And walk away from the choice you’ve made
And say goodnight to the heart you break
And all the cyanide you drank

So say goodbye to the vows you take
And say goodbye to the life you make
And say goodbye to the heart you break
And all the cyanide you drank

So say goodbye to the last parade
And walk away from the choice you’ve made
And say goodnight to the heart you break
And all the cyanide you drank

To the last parade
And the parties fade
And the choice you made
To the end

Things will go my way

2005-04-04T12:26:00.000+08:00

Can I ask something?
Is studying a crime?
A question I keep asking myself.

Went to Esplanade library.
With my sis and cuzzie.
It was a good day.

Before the librarian steps in.
We were told that we can't study in the library.
You want us to be clever?

We can't even study in the library.
Screw you librarians.
We continue studying in fear.

It's funny and lame.
Can't study in a place full of books.
Nice.

Are you leaving me now?

2005-04-01T09:18:00.000+08:00

Well.
I found out something yesterday.
I am a stupid guy.

I am one dumb guy.
I'll be dead for the upcoming test.
I don't deserve to be where I am right now.

Some people who didn't got in here deserve it more.
Oh GOD.
Why am I so stupid?

Feel like ending my life right now.
But NO.
NO, I wont.

Why can't I be you?
Yes.
You.

The clever ones.
But life is not fair right.
If it is, everybody will be happy.

But life is not like that right.
But why am I always at the receiving end.
Why?

I'm trying very hard to study.
But to no avail.
I'm just dumb.

That's the bottom line.
I guess I need all the luck right now.
Please help me get through this.

And now I'm thinking of you

2005-03-29T15:12:00.000+08:00

I'm not good at blogging.
A little known fact for everybody.

So if you guys hate it.
Don't enter.
Simple as that.

Tests are around the corner.

I'm scared.
Terrified.
Traumatized.

Just have to work hard right now I guess.
But it is just very hard for me.
I'm not like last time I guess.

This could be true

2005-03-26T10:42:00.000+08:00

Well.
Long time never blog properly.
I'm tired.

Serious.

Went across the causeway yesterday.
Saw Kevin with his girl.

And I got a shoe.
OK.
One pair of shoes.

Another pair of Vans shoes.
I just love Vans.

Also a Billabong shirt.

I ate a lot yesterday.

Can I be in your memory?

2005-03-24T10:36:00.000+08:00

It's hard to wake up
When the shades have been pulled shut
This house is haunted, its so pathetic, it makes no sense at all
I'm ripe with things to say, the words rot and fall away
What stupid poem could fix this home
I'd read it every day

So here's your holiday
Hope you enjoy it this time
You gave it all away
It was mine
So when you're dead and gone
Will you remember this night
Twenty years now lost
It's not right

Their anger hurts my ears
Been running strong for seven years
Rather than fix the problems, they never solve them
It makes no sense at all
I see them every day
We get along so why can't they
If this is what he wants, and it's what she wants
Then why's there so much pain

So here's your holiday
Hope you enjoy it this time
You gave it all away
It was mine
So when you're dead and gone
Will you remember this night
Twenty years now lost
It's not right

So here's your holiday
Hope you enjoy it this time
You gave it all away
It was mine
So when your dead and gone
Will you remember this night
Twenty years now lost
It's not right

Its not right
Its not right
Its not right

Be here by my side

2005-03-22T16:53:00.000+08:00

Well.
I can't check my e-mail from home now.
Fuck.

Spyware.
I have a lot of them in my home PC.

Porn maybe.
But I don't see that much in my computer.
Well.
I do admit I see some.

But nevermind.

Just so you know

2005-03-15T17:19:00.000+08:00

Long ago
Just like the hearse, you died to get in again
We are so far from you

Burning on, just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And whats the worst, you take from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stain
Well, Ive been holding on tonight

Whats the worst that I could say
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And whats the worst, you take from every heart you break
And like a blade you stain
Well, Ive been holding on tonight

Whats the worst that I could say
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Well, if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We will meet again, when both our cars collide

Whats the worst that I could say
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Well, if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Where are you my love?

2005-03-13T16:55:00.000+08:00

Well.

My phone is back.
I'm so happy.
Finally can message people again.

I felt like an outcast without my phone.
I can't communicate.
Yeah.
Now I can.

Semestral Exams coming.
But I'm still fine.
The worry impulses haven't kick in.
So I'll be carefree for now.

Leave me once, I'll be fine.

2005-03-10T09:48:00.000+08:00

Well.
My SIM card was rejected yesterday.
So I carry on my life without my handphone.
It sucks.

But its OK.
My SIM will activate tomorrow.

I can't imagine my life without my phone.
I'm going crazy soon.

I need you phone.
I miss you.
Where did you run to, so far away.

Because of phone also want to emo.

Yeah.
Liverpool through to the quarters.

Things be better if I stay.

2005-03-08T21:26:00.000+08:00

Well.
Swing Swing is a hard song to sing.
But I need to sacrifice my voice to sing it.
But it's OK.

I'm fucking tired.
You know.
With studies and all.

Feel like giving up.
But NO.
I won't.

So long and good night.

2005-03-07T19:46:00.000+08:00

Days swiftly come and go
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone the nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall

Did you think that I would cry on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like being alone?
I'll find someone new

Swing, swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way to carry on again?

Wish cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old
They bend they fold
And so do I to a new love

Did you think that I would cry on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like being alone?
I'll find someone new

Swing, swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way to carry on again?

Bury me (you thought your problems were gone)
Carry me (away, away, away...)

Swing, swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way to carry on again?

Swing, swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way to carry on again?

Swing, swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way to carry on again?

Fuck.

2005-03-06T22:27:00.000+08:00

Well.
One word

Liverpool Sucks.

Well.
That's two.

Whatever.
You do your own Math.

But I just can't stop loving them
It's going to be a lifelong relationship.

That is between me and Liverpool.

I don't want to destroy something I help build.

2005-03-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

Fabulous.
It was a fabolous day today.
Great indeed.
Got back my Maths results.
I got a B.
Yeahness.
Fucking happy.
B.
Wow.

Stop making my heart beat so fast.

2005-03-03T09:29:00.000+08:00

Well.
Got a special request.
To update my blog.
So here I am.
Updating.

My days turned out fine.
Some were great days too.

Well.
Got two of my results back.
French and Organic Chemistry.
Got a C and B respectively.

Happy?
Yeah.
I am happy with my results.
I just don't want to fail any subject.

Hope this Sunday I could play soccer.
Really miss them guys.

Knowing you is the best thing that's happened in my life

2005-02-27T20:09:00.000+08:00

Well.
It's been 4 days.
Since I last blogged.

Well.
I was busy.
With tests and stuffs.

Well.
My days went as follow.

First up.
Maths Test.
A disaster.

CEP Test.
A bloody mess.

Organic Test.
Fucken waste of my fucken time.

So I came to a conclusion.
Tests are nothing but a fucken waste of my fucken time.
And not to forget my fucken energy.

Damn.

Well.
Hope for the best for my results for my Common Test.

Liverpool will win tonight.

Where do you run to, so far away.

2005-02-23T18:08:00.000+08:00

Well.
Everybody is sad right now.
Well most of the people I know.
Well.
It includes me too.

But hey.
Not everything is bad right.
Things will go our way.
No doubt about it.
But we need to hold our heads up high.
But not too high.
Cause my neck hurts.

I need to study.
I need to.

Liverpool won.
Unbelievable.

I won't go down that easily.

2005-02-22T14:15:00.000+08:00

Well.
Liverpool playing tomorrow morning.
But no live telecast.
Damn.
Should I watched Arsenal instead?
But I'm damn lazy to wake up.
If it's not a Liverpool game.
I'm not depressed.
Seriously.
I'm not.
Bloghopper.
My entries are not sad.
If its sad, why you care.
So ya.
I'm sorry for the Malay song in my blog.
It's just so nice and meaningful.
So just bear with me ok.

Failure is my middle name.
Muhammad Failure Hafiz.

2005-02-20T22:38:00.000+08:00

I have made up my mind.
I'll wait.
I'll wait forever.
If it takes that long.
Heard of other people stories.
Some waited for more than a year.
Me?
A mere handful of months.
Yeah.
I should wait.
No matter what happens.
I should wait.
So ya.

You make my heart beat,
faster and
slower
at the same time.

2005-02-19T20:49:00.000+08:00

Can't you see.
I'm falling apart.
Why did you do this?
Why did you stop my heart?
All I can do now is to wait.
I will wait.
And wait.
But if you still go,
Then maybe it's fate.
I can't leave you.
I can't forget you.
Is it all a scam.
Or maybe should I scram.

Lameness poem by yours truly.
I'm freaking bored.
One last thing.
I'm not depressed.
It's just a harmless poem.

Where is the EYES that I'm craving?

2005-02-18T19:57:00.000+08:00

Well.
I'm NOT depressed.
Don't get me wrong.
I didn't know where you get that idea.
But it's OK.
I'm OK.
I promise.
Let me tell you something.
I'm addicted to something.
Something very nice.
Very easy on the EYES.
Well yeah, I'm addicted to EYES.
Somebody's in particular.
Seems to me I like EYES a lot.
Some guys go for asses, boobs, legs, but me, EYES.
Lame.
But it's true.

Let's sleep till the sun burn out.

2005-02-17T09:05:00.000+08:00

Seemed to stop my breathe
My head on your chest
Waiting to cave in
From the bottom of my...
Here your voice again
Can we dim the sun..
And wonder where we've been.
Maybe you and me so..

Kiss me like you did
My heart stopped bleeding
Such a softer sin.
I'm Melting.. I'm Melting

In your eyes..
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I’m melting
In your eyes..
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me, lay with me now.

Never caught my breathe
Every second I’m without you, I’m a mess
Ever known each other
Trust these words are stones
Why cuts aren't healing?
Learning how to love
I'm melting, I'm melting

Stay with me, lay with me now.
You can stay and watch me fall
And of course I’ll ask for...
Help......
Just stay with me now
We can take our hands off, stay in bed
Just make love, that's all
Just stay with me now
I'm melting, I'm melting

Stay with me, lay with me
In your eyes
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes
I'm melting in your eyes
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes

I'm addicted to your smile.

2005-02-14T17:28:00.000+08:00

Well.
It was a good Valentine's Day.
I think.
But definitely not a mediocre one.
I'm bored at home.
I actually got studying to do.
But hey.
Its Valentine's Day.
For Goodness sake.
Liverpool lost.
Again.
They are getting from bad.
To worst.
Fuck them.
They don't deserve my undivided support.
Screw them.
I'm melting in your eyes.

2005-02-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

Well.
Nothing happened.
Today.
Can you be there for me?

2005-02-11T19:58:00.000+08:00

Well.
It seems to me.
I'm changing.
Rapidly.
Hope for the better.
Feeling kind of weird this past few days.
Still wondering why.
People now treating me differently.
I think.
Its seems very strange.
Very strange.
I'm bored at home.
But I can't go out.
It's not that I can't.
I'm just too lazy.
I want my durian.
The feelings too true to be fake.

2005-02-10T19:14:00.000+08:00

Can't you see
That I wanna be
There with open arms
It's empty tonight
And I'm all alone
Get me through this one
Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to
So far away?

I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so

I'm writing again
These letters to you
Aren't much I know
But I'm not sleeping and
You're not here
The thought stops my heart
Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to
So far away?

No more looking,
I've found home

I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so

I've gone away

Please, don't leave me.

2005-02-09T19:22:00.000+08:00

Well.
Good day today.
Went out with my primary school friend.
Went to East Coast.
Yeah.
We chit-chatted for hours.
Reminiscing on our primary school days.
Hell of a fun.
I just want you to know that,
I miss you.

2005-02-07T16:07:00.000+08:00

Common test is in 2 weeks time.
Need to study.
But I just can't pick myself up.
Lost the match yesterday.
1-0.
Damn.
Everything seem kind of blur to me this days.
Things confusing me.
People confusing me.
Its not 1 or 2 people.
Its like a bunch of them.
Why are you guys doing this to me?
Well.
Need to bear with it though.
Well.
Don't expect me to study during CNY.
I'm slacking enough as it is.
But I still want to slack some more.
You are always almost here.

2005-02-05T17:45:00.000+08:00

Well.
Got a lot complains about my entries.
Well.
To be frank.
I don't care.
I'm going to write what I want to write.
Don't like it.
Get lost.
Well.
Visited my godmother's cemetry.
I cried.
I can't believe I cried.
Still feeling sad now though.
Going to miss her a lot.
When will we meet again.

2005-02-02T20:00:00.000+08:00

Liverpool won.
2-1 was the score.
Guess what.
Moro scored.
I hope he can score more.
Not a good 1st half.
But it was a superb 2nd half.
Arsenal lost.
4-2.
From 2-1 up.
Sad.
Very sad.
From the moment I saw your eyes.

2005-01-31T21:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Kakak and Fizi.
And then there were two.

2005-01-30T07:53:00.000+08:00

Feeling fucking sleepy right now. You know that kind of days when you are sleepy but you just can't sleep. I'm having that days right now. My eyes damn red yesterday. But what can I do. Playing soccer later today, I really need that right now.
It's up to you if you can't stop.

2005-01-26T20:43:00.000+08:00

Feeling emo-ish. Feeling that way cause I heard a song recommended by one of my friends. Very touching. Why must I hear the song, but it's just damn nice.
Then is when I admit our love had died.

2005-01-25T15:47:00.000+08:00

Feeling happy. Not fucking happy. But happy. Yeah. Got my pictures back. Damn. I am one ugly fella. But its OK. I don't care. Well, actually, I do care. I want to look good. Stopping here.
Is the world ending?

2005-01-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

Liverpool lost again. Damn. That's twice this week. They are getting from bad to worst. I think Gerrard will leave us sooner rather than later. So, bye bye Gerrard. We'll miss you.
Why must it be me?

2005-01-22T19:16:00.000+08:00

Another day wasted. Another 24 hours wasted. Another 1440 minutes wasted. Another 86400 seconds wasted. I actually need to go to the Open House, but did I, no. I was lazy. Need to meet up at 9, but woke up at 9.16. So I thought, what the hell, I can't even walk properly when I first woke up. I felt giddy. Playing soccer tomorrow, hope we win.
I'm getting darker.

2005-01-21T22:02:00.000+08:00

I fell. Hard on my ass. Damn. My knee collapsed due to gingivitis. Lame. Need to watch my path. Need to watch it carefully. Don't want to fall again. Not again. Hate falling.
Love my Nike Baller-ID.

2005-01-20T08:43:00.000+08:00

I'm OK.

2005-01-19T20:57:00.000+08:00

Well if you wanted honesty, That's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks,
For photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
I'm not okay
I told you time and time again you sing the words but still don't know what they mean
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look!
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
I'm okay, now
wish you were really here listening to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this I'm okay!
Trust me.

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Okay